eating monster.

Baru2 ni, berat bdn sy dh naik. Bukan naik sket2… naik lebih dr 4-5 kg. Sebnarnya, b4 this, masa kat sekolah dulu, sy kena pggl ‘tiang’ sbb kurus sgt n flat ajer. Kena pulak main netball, lagilah sesuai panggilan tiang tuh. Hehe. Lepas SPM, barulah berat bdn mcm stabil sket, tapi bila dtg Moscow, rupa2nya lemak yg ada tidak mencukupi. ^_^. Masa mula2 sampai mmg tak berapa ada selera nk mkn.

Dlm 3^rd year mcm tuh, sy wat keputusan nak naikkan berat bdn. I’m marginally underweight at that time. N I’m seriously cannot stand the cold. And so, I start my own reversing diet program. Sebab cam dh cekap masak sket + dh tahu tempat2 mknn halal kat mana , rasa memang heaven lah ms tuh. Sy slalu jer wat kerja tak senonoh g 2-3 tempat yg berlainan semata2 sebab nak cukupkan course mknn iaitu main dish+ side dish. Sy pastikan yg sy mkn on time, cukup khasiat dan lebihkan kalori, n utk extra satiety, makan coklat plak lepas mkn nasi. (haha.. takut tak dgr nih?) bila balik cuti summer, kerja mkn ajer.. kira mmg balas dendam abes2an lah.

Selepas 2 tahun (sekarang dh msuk 5^th year sejak start program menaikkan berat bdn).. akhirnya mcm dh nak terlebih berat bdn plak. Hehe. I’m such a disaster. I did look chubby a bit in certain places but actually, I don’t seem that fat with my height n my body shape. Its just that the figures making me look fat. Plus the fact that I do eat more than my average female friends. N the fact that I always been seeing eating when we have class recess or I bring my own cooked food from home. (OMG!!! Scream… !! I did look like an eating monsters!)

But.. to my defense :

1. With my weight just now, I’m in normal range of BMI . I do look and feel better. (I don’t wanna look like stick).
2. The coldness here is not a problem anymore. That’s the best part!! =D
3. What matters is that I’m healthy and fit right? ( I do exercise regularly, well, its not religiously, but plus all the 1 hour journey to class, I think that’s gonna be enough plus my playing-futsal-time. )
4. abah, mak ngn makcik2 sy semua suka masak utk sy or bg sy mkn, sbb sy wat usaha mereka tuh sgt dihargai. Hehe. (tiba2 rs cam pet pulak).
5. And lastly, I do enjoy eating and I’m not ashamed of my good appetite. That’s quite a rare thing to find in girls.. that mean I’m unique rite?? Haha ^_^