rasa cam dh lama plak tak menulis.. dulu rajinlah wat benda2 gini.. i even bring my old school stuff here to moscow.. but i guess i totally 'lost' in medic. not the good lost one but the bad one.. bad as in somehow it drains my energy a lot.. especially time2 kena blaja topan nih.. hehe.. kena plak sakit perut skali.. adohaiii... sudahnyer end up tgk anime jer kat bilik(rest jap-penat).. sbb totally engrossed in studying,byk benda yg sepatutnyer diutamakan akhirnyer diketepikan.. this is where i feel bad about it. yer lah..
1)penat2 murabbi polish bg jadi baik.. alih2 dok takat tuh jer.. malas nk m'baikkan diri.. asyik reverse ke belakang jer.. >> tak baik mcm nih.. kita biarlah blaja subject aper pun.. jgn lah jd mcm che baiz nih..kena lah slalu muhasabah diri.. mana lah tahu esok lusa 'waktu' kita kat dunia nih dah abes.. amal ibadat cukup ker tak? mmg lah org kata kubur lain2.. apa susah2.. sbb kubur lain2 lah kita kena saling m'p'ingati.. kot2 leh join kubur ngn alim ulama n then kita tak kena seksa skali takper lah gak.. ini.. nak kena soal lg.. kena seksa lg.. kena gigit dek binatang2berbisa lg.. gelap n sempit plak tuh.. nauzubillah..ngeri plak bl pk.n so, nk amik petikan surah [At-Taubah:ayat 112] - mereka itu adlh org2yg bertaubat,memuji(Allah),mengembara(demi ilmu dan agama),rukuk,sujud, menyuruh berbuat makruf dan mencegah dr yg mungkar dan yg memelihara hukum2 Allah. dan gembirakanlah org2 yg beriman. 'mereka' dlm context ni adalh mereka yg wat jual beli keuntungan yg baik dgn-Nya.. refer ayat 111 sebelumnya.harap2 leh kekal dlm golongan nih.. insyaAllah.
2)bz sgt sampai tak berapa contact dh those people yg close to my heart..sedih lh bl pk blk.. dh lh dok jauh.. kalau diorg tak bgtau aper benda yg jd kat diorg.. kita nih ingat diorg tuh sihat sejahtera jer.. tgk2 kat sana tuh.org yg kita syg tuh tgh 'melalui tempoh yg agak sukar' bg mereka.. (sorilah.. tetiber blank jap,tak tau nak tulis cemaner bg tak skema kat sini.. hehe). it happen to me b4.long time ago,my house got caught in fire.. luckily,everyone's ok.. tp bygkan.. abah still nak sorok lg. maybe diorg takut kita yg dok jauh nih risau kot.. but for me.. better tell than hide. nnt kan org2 cam kita nih rs left out. bila tak tahu letak duduk perkara tuh kan ker lg risau diwatnyer.. ader one time tuh,sbb dok sibuk ngn prob sendiri tak sedar my own best fren pun tgh ader prob.. rs bersalah betul ms tuh..sori yer mun. nasib baik all well end well.. (at least for now). >>> so pengajarannyer.. kita kenalah live up d day like its our very last day to live... i mean in sort of our attitude towards God, our family, n those we loved.n be nice to others also..nnt esok esok saper tahu kot2 sampai masa kita plak yg akan be on the receiving end.hidup nih kan mcm roda.. kdg2 dok atas.. kdg2 dok bwh.
3)penat preparing for final sampai tak bertenaga dh nak enjoy the simple thing in life.. i'm so lucky i got the feeling back at the end of the day.. (which is lepas merepek2 sekejap ngn Yoke kiet.. ttg YM saper lg cacat n so on.. huhu)smlm pegi tgk DISNEY'S PRINCESS ON ICE - ada Beauty n the beast,sleeping beauty, mickey n minnie mouse, snow white, mulan, cinderella n aladdin n jasmine. punyalah penat sampaikan tgh2 tgk2 tuh leh doze off sekejap.. rugi betul! costume diorg lawa sgt n its quite fun xtually minus the doze off part.. hehe. tak sangka dah besar pjg mcm nih nk g tgk benda2 gini lg.. >>> but xtually, that the best part in life. when u njoy whatever u do n really cherish it. its the simple thing that actually helps brighten ur life.. knowing that u live ur life best,knowing that there's people out there really care for you, knowing that u are not alone in whatever u do(THATS THE BEST PART!!),n so on.. mcm cth bezday present: tak semestinyer kena mahal2.. its the tought that counts.. altough sometimes its best to materialize the toughts.. hehe. i once received this wonderful gift for my 19th bezday i think.. bacaan surah al-insyirah. thats the most special one for now. really deep meaning. tp tak lah ckp hadiah2 yg lain tak bermakna.. tak.. i love every bit of it. =D
ok.. pjg pulak tulis hari nih.tiba2 jd sentimental sekejap. maafkanlah hamba.. huhu. ok lah.. pesanan penaja for today's topic are :
live ur life to the fullest n dont back down when ur facing with problems. n dont forget to pray also k?
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