defeated

selling stories that are overrated
in this world so complicated
felt so right, you tried to make it wrong
why can't we all just get along

from the start something wasn't right
i used to cry myself to sleep at night
told myself stand up, be strong
this kind of phase doesn't last for long

and every time you try to knock me down
gonna pick my back off the grounds
the battle never ends

you can tear me apart,
you can rip me to pieces
try breaking me down but i'll never be beaten
you can say that you won but i'll never believe it
cause i can't be defeated





made a mistake
swore i'll never repeat it
lost my heart for a second but it never stopped beating
i smile through the tears
so the way that i see it
i can't be defeated

there are times that i couldn't take it
never feel so violated
at the risk of sounding so cliche
i just gotta call a spade a spade

hurts me right to the core
i can't take this any more
getting tired of the same old song
final chorus now i'm moving on

things ain't fair in love and war
never been the kind to be ignored
tried to push me to the edge

nothing is impossible
nothing is unreachable
if you only believe
you get what you need
so keep on holding on


ps:

i'm so sorry for the short listed number of entries in year 2010
looks like i'm beaten for a while
just gonna keeps on fighting
and tried to make the best out of it
a big thanks to all of whom help me make it through
and helping me to remember what is it that's important in life
I NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER
......


insyaAllah, in two weeks time I'll be changing department from medical to O&G (my fifth posting). wish me lucks!