video buat yang tersayang...

video ni ringkas saja.. sesuai dengan keadaan orang yang mebuatnya. but for those who knew me,i really hope you can feel my heart when i'm writing this.

KERINDUAN INI

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1. i've just lost one more dear soul to me. A patient whose more like a mother to me. I've been looking after her more than one month, seeing her struggle with her illnesses that even one disease i cannot imagine how i could've handle it (she had CKD+ IHD+ uncontrolled DM+ HPT + perianal abscess + lower GI bleed + non-functioning colostomy).. satu-satunya hari yang saya tak tersempat menjenguknya, pada waktu dan ketika itulah Allah telah mengambilnya kembali ke sisi-Nya. Moga Allah tempatkan dia bersama mereka2 yang dirahmati.. Amin..

2. saya ada seorang patient lain. She's got the inoperable brain tumour who's left her almost bound to the bed 24-7. The only thing we can do for her is just relieving the headache, nausea and repeated vomiting that she had. Nothing more.Before she left the hospital (since we don't have any active management for her), she took my picture. She said, there'll be so many things that she sure she will forget about, but she wanted to make sure that i'm not one of them.. huhu.. T_T how sweet is that? just a simple moneyless gesture that really made my day.

Kerana mereka, jangankan kata nak mengalah, nak fikirkan pasal tu pun saya tak berani. I've learn so much with them- my patient.

Kepada adik-adik yang bakal jadi doktor, come back fast!! These will be your lifetime experience that i'm sure cannot be trade with anything in the world.

Dan jazakillah juga, dengan kasih-sayang yang Allah kurniakan pada saya melalui para akhawat dan pesakit2 saya.. i'm still here. T_T

doakan saya tsabat di jalan ini. amin.